Perimenopause or Whatever this shit is.
Man... This stage is the worst in terms of my body and my mind. It was already hard out here for a pimp with the constant thinking and restless nights.. Thinking of a future I may not even see due to the state of the world now. So I've made a conscious effort to live IN THE PRESENT. Doctors tell women in my age range that they cannot diagnose us with menopause until our cycle has stopped for a full year. Well, howdy do! If your cycle already was showing up when and how it wanted to, then this could be a never ending cycle of deep dark thoughts, up and down emotions and crying fits about something you think you missed out on. Be all that as it may. There are things I missed out on. A plethora of them if you will and that's "ok" to say out loud or in this case, write it. For some reason this is shamed and we are always told to think of it in a good way.. Use it to your benefit.. Make lemonade out of lemons. I get it. I get it all and the point of seeing the b...